alumiere (alumiere) wrote,


ok... so as most of you know there's a boy other than zooom i'm interested in; i've been sitting here chatting w/ stacia online about him and the whole situation between zooom and i regarding my attraction to this gentleman

i'm suddenly feeling like a nervous teenager again now that i've gotten permission from zooom to go out with him occasionally; while i have no intention of leaving zooom, it is nice to feel this way again - the whole newness of it, and the fact that someone i've considered gorgeous for as long as i can remember is interested in me and the fact that my other half is trusts me makes me feel very good about myself

i have no idea what if anything will ultimately come of this; whether things will go further than the wonderful kisses and cuddles i've already enjoyed; what i do know is that i don't want to fuck up the friendship in question, i really enjoy hanging out with him, and i don't want to hurt him so i'll take things as slow as he wants
Tags: dancing, kink/sex, life with zooom, on the east coast, poly/open

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