June 18th, 2003

asleep at mal 9/09

that was hard

eric's funeral service was very tough... i find it extremely difficult to deal with the loss of a friend who had so much going for him, especially at such a young age... i also find it hard to sit through a service in a church when i don't believe that heaven or a meeting with god is going to follow... but the people who spoke about eric's life did well, and successfully reminded all of us why we had enjoyed eric's presence in our lives and why we are all feeling so terrible about his loss