December 17th, 2003

asleep at mal 9/09

calm, focus

nothing has changed since yesterday, but i went home last night, ignored everything i was supposed to do and relaxed in my chair for a few hours, then got a good nights sleep; today is a new (and nasty weatherwise) day and i am much more in control

trying to focus on the positive such as my wonderful supportive friends and the fact that we have a house to move into is helping

also, being told by my immediate supervisors that they don't expect me to know everything about the new system helps - they are going to get us time to learn how the system works and fix the problems before we continue moving customers

thanks everyone :)

p.s. i'm trying to cut back on my smoking in spite of all this stress - monday only 2; yesterday 3; today 1 so far... i want to get back to being a social smoker again - in part because of the increasing cost of cigarettes, and in part because i know it's bad for me... please send me cutting back mojo if you have any to spare